Talk about sobriety....
Sobriety saved my life. I fear that a stupid liquor truck will run me over and from the grave I'll forever haunt that liquor company. No I wouldn't. I'll be in the big baseball field in the sky with corn from Iowa. The holidays are tough, everyday is tough. Mind over matter. Just get through the day and make each day better than the day before. Lena the Plug says, "Have a good day on purpose". Kevin Smith says, "You are smart and good". Jimmy Durante sang, "It's so important to make someone happy, make just one someone happy...". Mantis from Guardians of the Galaxy or Asgardians of the Galaxy says, "kick names take ass". Whatever positive mantra gets you through the day. You are not alone. Stay the course. My sobriety is up there with air to breathe and water to drink. Family, sobriety, and Red Sox and Bruins and Patriots and God Bless the Celtics.

Go to a meeting and then go to another meeting. Sobriety isn't for pussies.