It's going to be okay. I'm going to be okay. I've been sober since 04-05-2003. The Boston Bruins make me want to do unsober things to numb the sadness in my heart and in my brain. That is a defeatist attitude and I have meetings to go to. But NOTE fair reader. If this were a different world, a different brain, a different body, a different attitude, a different me I would be drinking like a country song. I would be dead.
Still alive, still here, still sad.
Make it make sense I scream to no one in particular. Make me understand why.
Will I shave my head again? Will I salute this season with a vacation? Will I walk straight into the ocean and keep on walking?
